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Rivers
03:43
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I can't feel my head
I feel so numb, maybe I'm dead
There is a hole inside my soul
That makes it easier for me to lose control
But at the same time something makes me whole
I'm alive as I open up my eyes
I feel the storm but the wolves are at my door
And the rain says that my life is not in vain
So the rivers forming from the storm will bring
Will bring me home again
Will bring me home again
Will bring me home again
How am I supposed to know
That I'm here to learn and I need to grow?
There is a hole inside my soul
That makes it easier for me to lose control
But at the same time something makes me whole
I'm alive as I open up my eyes
I feel the storm but the wolves are at my door
And the rain says that my life is not in vain
So the rivers forming from the storm will bring
Will bring me home again
The water's without any motion
And I'm scared of breaking open
But my home is now in sight
There is no doubt that I am alive
I'm alive as I open up my eyes
I feel the storm but the wolves are at my door
And the rain says that my life is not in vain
So the rivers forming from the storm will bring
Will bring me home again
Will bring me home again
Will bring me home again
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The air is cold
I ignored what I've been told
As they tried to keep me here
When I lost control in all those years
The air above my feet
Helps to fall into my final sleep
Beneath my arms I see the ground
When did all this start, so that I drowned?
So that I drowned
So that I
I gave it all
But everything I gave was not enough
And as I fall, as I fall
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call
Every now and then
I am thinking back to when
The sun was shining brighter
And I tried to understand (To understand)
Oh, how did I
Lose myself within this lie?
And when will I be found
As I'm coming closer to the ground?
So that I drowned
So that I
I gave it all
But everything I gave was not enough
And as I fall, as I fall
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call
But now I think I may have taken this too far
All I wanted always ended up as scars
Am I better off?
I think you're better off
So here I am and I'm just floating in the dark
I know you think I should have fought but it's so hard
You're better off
I'm better off
I'm better off
I gave it all
But everything I gave was not enough
And as I fall, as I fall
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call
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3. |
Different Eyes
04:06
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From the moment I saw you
For the first time
I knew that all that I've been through
Was leading up into this night
You knew where I’ve already been
You can see right through my skin
You are the mountain in the storm
You are the place that's safe and warm
It was too difficult to see
When my heart was left behind
Then your eyes were calm and kind
You were there, you were the savior in my life
You were the savior in my life
Even though I was lonely
When the lights went out
It was destroying me slowly
I was made of fear and doubt
So you are welcome, my friend
You were the key to let this bullshit end
I've been a slave
But there is light in the darkest of all graves
It was too difficult to see
When my heart was left behind
Then your eyes were calm and kind
You were there, you were the savior in my life
You were the savior in my life
For the first time, I saw the world with different eyes
I’m fortunate
Am I fortunate and not clouded up with lies?
Not clouded up with lies
I'm fortunate
When my heart was left behind
Then your eyes were calm and kind
You were there, you were the savior in my life
And not clouded up with lies
When my heart was left behind
Then your eyes were calm and kind
You were there, you were the savior in my life
You were the savior in my life
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4. |
Strike a Match
03:50
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For all my life the world was telling me
What I could never be
I past the hell and came back to see
Me begging on my knees
But I know that deep inside of me
There is a spark that needs to grow
I need to learn how to fly before
I fall into the darkness below
Into the darkness below
You will remember my name 'cause I won't be the same
And I will strike a match and I will hold onto this flame
Now I will find myself to be somebody else
And I will never fall back, fall back and break apart
In my life, I can't live like I did before
So I will reach out my hand to see what lies beyond this door
To find myself
To find myself
I will burn and crumble to dust
Rise from the ashes and break all the rust
This second life will be mine
And then you
You will remember my name 'cause I won't be the same
And I will strike a match and I will hold onto this flame
Now I will find myself to be somebody else
And I will never fall back, fall back and break apart
But I know that deep inside of me
There is a spark that needs to grow
I need to learn how to fly before
I fall into the darkness below
Into the darkness below
I will never break apart
This time I'll go my way
There is no need to stay
Before the colors turn to grey
I will never break apart
This time I'll go my way
There is no need to stay
Before the colors turn to grey
Yeah
This time I'll go my way
There is no need to stay
Before the colors turn to grey
Yeah
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5. |
Transparent
04:31
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My head is empty but it's full with useless things
It feels like it's someone else who's pulling on my strings
How can I fight this war when I'm about to lose control?
Despair and anguish are the struggles of my soul
So insecurity is all that I am
Oh God what's the point of this? I'll never understand
My mind is raging
But my heart is beating calmly like before
And now I hear the voices call my name
I'm slowly fading
You can see my heart right through the skin and all my bones
I am trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own
(So I'm still on my own)
I am so curious what my life could have been
I need a helping hand before I cave in
It feels like a curse and it will break all my bones
But I'll survive somehow 'cause my heart is made of stone
Everything is different to what it used to be
I suffer every day and wish to break free
My mind is raging
But my heart is beating calmly like before
And now I hear the voices call my name
I'm slowly fading
You can see my heart right through the skin and all my bones
I am trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own
(So I'm still on my own)
But inside of my heart there survives a spark
Enlightening my sight and clearing my thoughts
But inside of my heart there survives a spark
Enlightening my sight and clearing my thoughts
My mind is raging
But my heart is beating calmly like before
And now I hear the voices call my name
I'm slowly fading
You can see my heart right through the skin and all my bones
I am trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own
(So I'm still on my own)
How can I fight this war when I'm about to lose control?
Despair and anguish are the struggles of my soul
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6. |
Our All Home
01:15
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What is this feeling deep inside?
Something each of us knows, something we all fear
Something that controls us but never shows
How are we supposed to heal if they will never understand?
Never stand a chance to just take our hands...
...And to just pull us out to make us find belief
We must reach for it else it's too hard to achieve
There is an ember of hurt that we all can relate
If we keep singing these words then it's not too late
We don't meet their expectations
But we feel unseen relations
Just know you are never alone
This mirage is our all home
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7. |
Unseen
03:31
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I can feel it covers me
In my heart and in my bones
Although the world is in front of me
My sight is blocked with stones
Why can't you hear me?
Can't you feel my pain?
As your life goes on, well, my life is in vain
Unseen the pressure buries me
Who is there to help?
Who is there to see?
I wanna close my eyes and finally fall asleep
There is no one there for me
My fight was all in vain
Will I ever find my soul again?
I used to think I had it all under control
There's nothing left to say
And what is left for me to stay?
There is a part in me that I never showed
Until you reached me, until you changed me
Until you make me feel what finally helped me
Where would I be if there was no you?
Where would I be if there was no you?
Now can you hear me?
Can you feel my pain?
As your life goes on, will my life be in vain?
Unseen the pressure buries me
Who is there to help?
Who is there to see?
I wanna close my eyes and finally fall asleep
There is no one there for me
My fight was all in vain
Will I ever find my soul again?
I used to think I had it all under control
There's nothing left to say
And what is left for me to stay?
There is a part in me that I never showed
That I'll never show
I used to think I had it under control
There was a part of me I never showed
I felt alone being unseen
I believed there was no one saving me
My fight was all in vain
Will I ever find my soul again?
I used to think I had it all under control
There's nothing left to say
And what is left for me to stay
There is a part in me that I never showed
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8. |
My Last Day
04:11
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I'm staring at this plain white sheet
With all these lights beneath my feet
The wind is calling and it sounds so
It sounds so bittersweet
You have to let me go
It sounds so bittersweet
You have to let me
How could you end your life, my dear?
Knowing all my love was so sincere
How could you leave and fade away?
I never thought you'd make me say
I'll leave everything behind
Breathe the air for one last time
Close my eyes and fall into my mind
Take my heart and let me go
My soul is colder than the snow
Read this letter and you'll know
That you have to let, you have to let me go
I'm walking past your dreary house
Memories turned into clouds
The wind is calling, it's dragging me
Underneath the shrouds
How should I walk this empty road
While I'm wearing your bloodstained coat?
If I'm following your path
Will I leave the same scars you once left?
Now the time has come
To realize what we've done wrong
Realize what we've done wrong
I'll leave everything behind
Breathe the air for one last time
Close my eyes and fall into my mind
Take my heart and let me go
My soul is colder than the snow
Read this letter and you'll know
That you have to let, you have to let me go
Now that I have come to see
What your actions did to me
I wouldn't want to hurt you the same way
This won't be my last day
I'll leave everything behind
Breathe the air for one last time
Close my eyes and fall into my mind
Take my heart and let me go
My soul is colder than the snow
Read this letter and you'll know
That you have to let, you have to let me go
Now that I have come to see
What your actions did to me
I wouldn't want to hurt you the same way
This won't be my last day
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Walk as One
03:23
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(Just know that nothing you've done will fade)
How could you change yourself into being strong?
Maybe there is a place where you belong
How can I help you to understand
To take your fears and take your hands
As we walk as one
And every time you walk away
You try to hide from your mistakes
None of what you've done
In this mess you made
Just know that nothing you've done will fade
(Just know that nothing you've done will fade)
And as we walk as one, I see what you have become
How the world made you change, how the change made you done
All the words you say, all the things that you endured
Enlighten a will in me to help you be secure
As we walk as one
And every time you walk away
You try to hide from your mistakes
None of what you've done
In this mess you made
Just know that nothing you've done will fade
Oh, just know that we are one
A place only we can see
And if you feel like there is no one
There always will be me
There always will be me
There always will be me
And every time you walk away
You try to hide from your mistakes
None of what you've done
In this mess you made
Just know that nothing you've done will fade
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10. |
Distant & Obscure
03:49
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(For too long)
I close my eyes and I'm living with the circumstance
That I always give in, and never get the chance
To prove my worth
To show that I am living on this Earth
It doesn't matter how hard I try
In the end I am drowning in my own lies
I am the only one
Who can change myself
So now I'm standing here again
And I am hiding from the world
For far too long, for far too long
But I'll give everything that I have
I'm alive for one last time
By now I'm blind
'Cause the days are way too bright
So I stay awake night after night
Every day I'm so insecure
It seems the world is distant and obscure
But my soul is screaming for more
This can't be everything
I'll find a way to cut me off of these strings
I am the only one
Who can change myself
So now I'm standing here again
And I am hiding from the world
For far too long, for far too long
But I'll give everything that I have
I'm alive for one last time
(Far too long, far too long)
(But I give everything that I have)
Now it's time to go
'Cause I know it's better for my soul
I'll leave this world behind
I'll do it with another state of mind
Now it's time to go
I'll leave this world
It's time to go, it's time to go
And now it's time to go
'Cause I know it's better for my soul
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11. |
After All
04:22
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I'm living in a world, I know I don't belong
I know that I was never alone
Everyone here helped me build my throne
But somehow I am still here on my own
I'm beginning to think about everything
That took it's part on me
I've been falling asleep
And dreamed about these days where I felt free
Yet is it so hard to believe
(So hard, so hard)
When my body's ready to leave
(But after all, but after all)
But after all
There's nothing that can hold me
I've been through it all
And I forgot what could have been
Although the world is telling me
How I'm supposed to be
But after all
After all
I know that I was never taught
How to fight my fears in all my thoughts
So this river is impossible to cross
I'm beginning to think about all these years
Where I felt so wrong
And I can't fall asleep (I can't fall asleep)
Living in a world, I know I don't belong
Yet is it so hard to believe
(So hard, so hard)
When my body's ready to leave
(But after all, but after all)
But after all
There's nothing that can hold me
I've been through it all
And I forgot what could have been
Although the world is telling me
How I'm supposed to be
But after all
After all
It doesn't matter how loud I will scream
'Cause the perfect life is just a dream
I believe that nothing's as it seems (Nothing's as it seems)
It doesn't matter how far I will run
I realize that I'm still so fucking young
And our actions cannot be undone
They cannot be undone
(I realize that I'm still so fucking young)
But after all
There's nothing that can hold me
I've been through it all
And I forgot what could have been
Although the world is telling me
How I'm supposed to be
But after all
After all
But after all
There's nothing that can hold me
I've been through it all
And I forgot what could have been
Although the world is telling me
How I'm supposed to be
But after all
After all
(Yet is it so hard to believe)
(When my body's ready to leave)
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