1. |
If You Wanna Say So
03:22
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(say so…if you wanna say so…then I just gotta say no, ‘cause I don't wanna stay low...stay low)
Oh I can’t say I’m an easy one
‘Cause I don’t mean everything that I say
But you tell me I’m the worst of all
You know, I think you wanna see me fall
What I’m gonna do
Is gonna fall back on you
I’m gonna walk away
Because of every damn word you say
So if you wanna say so,
Then I just gotta say no,
I thought I liked your temper
Well, you taught me better.
Easy as it is.
-if you wanna say so
I know your words like a sing along
‘Cause you won’t stop telling me how I’m wrong
The past years I’ve tried to work it out
But now I know that it’s not worth a shout
And I don’t wanna fake it
‘Cause we’re not gonna make it
I’m gonna walk away
Because of every damn word you say
So if you wanna say so
Then I just gotta say no
I thought I liked your temper
Well, you taught me better.
Easy as it is.
-if you wanna say so
(if you wanna say so)
So if you wanna say so
Oh if you wanna say so
I don’t know
If you wanna say so
If you wanna bring me down
If you wanna talk me down, lose my ground
But will this be your cure?
So if you wanna say so,
then I just gotta say no,
So we remain alone
Until we find our home
Easy as it is.
-if you wanna say so
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2. |
Saviour
03:20
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Can you hear me through the noise inside your head
Can you see me through the clouds when you feel dead
Look I just think that you need to understand
That you are the reason why I’m going mad
Oh I know that you can’t help it at all
Though I can’t make this right for you alone
‘Cause sometimes
I don’t wanna be your saviour
‘Cause I don’t know how I can take it all
No, I don’t wanna be your saviour
‘Cause I don’t know how I can stop your fall
Don’t leave me I would never fight you off
Just believe me, I am aware it’s not your fault
But I just think that you need to understand
I’m worried that you will be worse in the end
Oh this time I will have to take my rest
Your burdens are too heavy for my chest
‘Cause sometimes
I don’t wanna be your saviour
‘Cause I don’t know how I can take it all
No, I don’t wanna be your saviour
‘Cause I don’t know how I can stop your fall
(saviour, I don’t want to be your saviour)
I don’t wanna be your saviour
‘Cause I don’t know how I can take it all
No, I don’t wanna be your saviour
‘Cause I don’t know how I can stop your fall
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3. |
So Real
03:30
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I can’t hold me up I can’t cover up any longer
Look, I wear that mask whenever you ask for a smile I‘m laughing it off in your face
My inner
A sinner
So sad I can’t take control
I can’t help
I don’t feel well
Forcing this feeling on me
Stop teaching me a lesson, ‘cause I won’t feel responsible, I'll speak off my mind
These habits you’re addressing are valuable to me (they define me)
So I’m letting I’m letting it all go
Don’t know if it’s good but it feels so real (so real good)
I’m finally getting the message
I’m being too sad and depressive now
But I want to be myself
Killing what’s best, by cutting my chest isn’t worth it
Intentions you have, all on my behalf never suit me right, I have nothing to hide
My inner
A winner
At games simply nobody plays
Should I lose
this deep blues
Knowing that it’s just for you?
Stop teaching me a lesson, ‘cause I won’t feel responsible, I'll speak off my mind
These habits you’re addressing are valuable to me (they define me)
So I’m letting I’m letting it all go
Don’t know if it’s good but it feels so real (so real good)
I’m finally getting the message
I’m being too sad and depressive now
But I want to be myself
No I don’t wanna be another scam for real, I wanna live in the moment I’m in
I hear the obligations that were meant for me, but insist in the way I’m living
(So I’m letting it all go)
So I’m letting I’m letting it all go
Don’t know if it’s good but it feels so real (so real good)
I’m finally getting the message
I’m being too sad and depressive now
But I want to be myself
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4. |
Tidal Wave
03:07
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Underneath the surface I confess (but I confess just to me)
Underneath the surface we can’t take our stress (no one can take their stress)
All this starts with us being careless
We don’t know ourselves we are selfless, then we’re going down alone
Not everybody‘ s gonna feel
The moment you’re suicidal
But let’s get this straight for real
That it would hit me like a tidal wave
Hit me like a tidal wave
How to reconnect with what is relevant (I just don’t know)
Now that we have lost our sense of elements
Oh killing me, killing you, I still follow through, but I’ve just had enough
But I keep pushing, me dragging me, hoping I will see what I need, to find myself again
Like you were never taught to deal
With pain that’s all caused by violence
But let’s consider it quite real
‘Cause it can hit you like a tidal wave
Hit me like a tidal wave
(tidal wave)
I’m done feeling like a time bomb
Ready to explode on the top of my head
I’m killing all this bullshit
Let me sink my head into the deepest ocean that I can find, be free
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5. |
You Never Know
03:31
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I don’t know how it’s been long time
That I have seen you smile at me
& I don’t know how you’ve lost your sunlight
But I felt sure for quite a while
That it just happens to be typical
That it’s not critical
That we are like that
That it’s just how we function
Looking at you now, I know it’s bad
I’m sorry I didn’t get what you were going through
Whenever I speak, do you feel weak? Is it too much for you now?
Wherever you go, do you feel low? You never know, you never know
You got me thinking that I can’t always
Assume that everybody’s just having some bad days
It’s not like all our precious heads are see through
So, you never know, no, you never know
Whenever I have seen you lately
You didn’t have a lot to say
So I just felt that I should maybe
Explain how this will go away
‘Cause I had no idea how relevant
It was for you to spend
Time at a therapist
And I didn’t help at all
So ignorant of me to think like that
I just didn’t understand what you were going through
You got me thinking that I can’t always
Assume that everybody’s just having some bad days
It’s not like all our precious heads are see through
So, you never know, no, you never know
You got me thinking that I can’t always
Assume that everybody’s just having some bad days
It’s not like all our precious heads are see through
So, you never know, no, you never know
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6. |
Between You & the World
03:44
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Fluctuate
Between you and a world you hate
Who ever you’re addressing
Needs much more than confessing
To stay alive
Living in
A place so dark and full of sin
Needs much more than a single
To make you feel a tingle
To turn around
Feels so much like medicine
If words spike up adrenaline
But who’s taking up the action now?
We’re leaning up
We’ll fight until we reach the top
A serious violation
Of your and my own mind
These fires, they will burn us down
Unaware
Of deeper thoughts that we all share
Who ever we’re addressing
Needs much more than a lesson
To see the signs
Giving in
To crisis and oblivion
Is something to be scared of
It takes away what we love
Forevermore
Feels so much like medicine
If words spike up adrenaline
But who’s taking up the action now?
We’re leaning up
We’ll fight until we reach the top
A serious violation
Of your and my own mind
These fires, they will burn us down
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It’s piling up, then crashing down above my head
Oh what a mess I am when I can’t figure where I‘m at
And I welcome the familiar weight around my fighting heart
A steady companion to myself when I sleep in the dark
It’s like there’s something in the air
And I wish nobody should live like me
This is an unfulfilling life
I seek to turn it all around
‘Cause everyday I hit the ground
And I wish somebody would set me free
But in the end I know that it’s on me
My head is going numb
I’m on the edge, what else to come?
I roll around, I lay face down and I am going mad
Oh what a mess, I try not to move, now I‘m feeling trapped
This night is only half was gone and I don‘t belong in here
I‘m walking on these street under black lights to get my conscience clear
It‘s like there‘s something in the air
And I wish nobody should live like me
This is an unfulfilling life
I seek to turn it all around
‘Cause everyday I hit the ground
And I wish somebody would set me free
But in the end I know that it’s on me
My head is going numb
I’m on the edge, what else to come?
Solitude spreads within as the world lays down
The contentment I seek, so distant, so far gone
It’s a never ending nightmare of not being in control
Let me go, free my soul.
Yeah it’s a never ending nightmare, I am losing the control
I’m feeling numb inside my body and nobody can relate
And I wish nobody should live like me
This is an unfulfilling life
I seek to turn it all around
‘Cause everyday I hit the ground
Cold and hot at the same time
I can feel my pulse on a thin line
My blood is rushing through my head
Everytime I sink to bed
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8. |
Body Bag
03:23
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Letting go what makes you feel
Like you’re never gonna heal
Such great relief
Giving up a fight
When you know it isn't right
Just seems to me
That your messed up set up isn’t gonna work right out
That you might have thoughts about another quick way out
Now look at you
Over the years you’ve tried so many opportunities
And not one
Has ever dragged you out of your own misery
It’s just our night time sadness, comedown, madness
Ending now and then in a body bag
Feels like a vegetative state when everything’s dead ends
Just like inside the eye of a hurricane
The fight‘s ending lonely
The night passes slowly a
And I’m afraid, I’m afraid you’ll be long gone
Find another place
Where you’d stop to count the days
Just fantasies
Feeling dead inside
You don’t have a lot to hide
Just memories
I see your burnt out stressed out a stranger on your bedroom floor
That’s where you decide to leave this empty place for good
Now look at you
Over the years you’ve tried so many opportunities
And not one
Has ever dragged you out of your own misery
It’s just our night time sadness, comedown, madness
Ending now and then in a body bag
Feels like a vegetative state when everything’s dead ends
Just like inside the eye of a hurricane
The fight‘s ending lonely
The night passes slowly a
And I’m afraid, I’m afraid you’ll be long gone
Do we deserve to feel good about ourselves, when every loved one is gone deep down inside?
It’s just our night time sadness, comedown, madness
Ending now and then in a body bag
Feels like a vegetative state when everything’s dead ends
Just like inside the eye of a hurricane
The fight‘s ending lonely
The night passes slowly
And I’m afraid, I’m afraid you’ll be long gone
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9. |
Seasons
03:31
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I'm trying all to fight my reasons
It seems that I might be stuck in my ways
Some days it’s easier to question all that I am doing
Some days it’s nothing that feels right
Finding me out, I get lost in my own words
I’m losing the best of me
(tomorrow, today)
Every night of summer
I‘m so full of drive, so why bother?
As the days are colder
I feel limp and so much older
I’m trying all to get my head right
It seems that I might have to take a turn
Some days it’s easier to hide behind what I am feeling
Some days it’s not worth any fight
Finding me out, I get lost in my own words
I’m losing the best of me
(tomorrow, today)
Every night of summer
I‘m so full of drive, so why bother?
As the days are colder
I feel limp and so much older
When it’s colder I can’t seem to bother
I will surrender late of September, I’m so lost
I can’t remember my word in December, ‘cause I can’t feel myself in the cold
I need a sign, more sun to shine
Every night of summer
I‘m so full of drive, so why bother?
As the days are colder
I feel limp and so much older
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10. |
JULI
01:58
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Where do I begin?
Is it that I win?
For just being your kin, for just being your kin
Oh I’ve got it all
Whenever I fall
You’d help me stand tall
You’d tear down the walls
And you know this is important
You say that you’ll support it
So I wanna say this, so I wanna say this
Without you, this won’t even be possible
Without you, I wouldn’t even be afraid to go
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