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Fantasy
03:40
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I've seen it all before
I've never lied about everything we've got
Let the heartless bleed
I guess that love is fantasy
Everyday I'm talking like I'm begging for mercy
Saying' "how the fuck things could be worse?" (It's never been)
You gave me nothing but some pain and regrets
Now I'm done, everything we knew is turning into dust
Do you know what it feels to fight against the man you're not?
It's a fantasy every night I'm falling away so wake me up
You said you've never been with me watching the sunset
You cut me open but nothing beat inside my chest
I've seen it all before
I've never lied about everything we've got
Let the heartless bleed
I guess that love is a fantasy
This isn't what we want
Will you wait to see me fall?
If the heartless bleed
I guess that love is a fantasy
This should be over it makes me sick
Am I dreaming, am I living yet?
Is this a part of me, a part of you? Am I becoming insane?
Take me out of this place
Shut the fuck up
I don't know why you defined the rules
When everything I wanted was your darkest truth
You said you've never been with me watching the sunset
You cut me open but nothing beat inside my chest
I've seen it all before
I've never lied about everything we've got
Let the heartless bleed
I guess that love is a fantasy
This isn't what we want
Will you wait to see me fall?
If the heartless bleed
I guess that love is a fantasy
I don't know why why I'm there
Everything that we had is blown away
It doesn't seem to be okay oh I'll find yeah I'll find another way
I can't rely on all of you
You're a ghost from the inside out
It just feels like I don't know you, underneath the fucking truth
This life is fantasy
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Wake up Call
03:05
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Yeah, I was not a man just a little kid
But I've met you and I've lost all my innocence
You convinced me that I was wrong
Look at yourself
THIS IS A WAKE UP CALL!
THIS IS A WAKE UP CALL!
I can't breathe from the deepest of my lungs
You convinced me that I was wrong
Thanks to you now I am twice as strong
Tell me why, tell me why
You didn't understand who I am, who I am?
I confess I had sins but I tried to fight the best I can
Please take me home, take me home, please take me home
Please take me home since you forgot
You've never trust me, Am I not enough?
I'm not leaving you
Well, I guess there's something wrong
You were hiding the truth
You played with my heart
You trampled my youth
We were caught in an endless circle
I won't be your guide
I won't be the guy you asked for
Everything in here is spinning around
I'm drowning again
But I'm still hearing the sound of your fucking lies
Please take me home since you forgot
You've never trust me, Am I not enough?
I'm not leaving you
Well, I guess there's something wrong
It was cold and it never felt like home
I can't breathe from the deepest of my lungs
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
You're a lost cause
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Scars are aching, storming my veins
I'm not afraid of the voices in my head
Everyday it will rush back
It won't save you from the misery you hold tight
I can feel it in my chest
I no longer regret
I've been waiting for something for all this time
I know what you got undercover
There's lies around the corner
Everything is so fake I just wanna leave it
'Cause I'm feeling oppressed and I can't stand it any longer
'Cause I can't feel any breath on my face
I'm so afraid of what's coming up next
Don't cover up your skin
I know you well
Your scars mean more than anything
I'm drowning in so deep
Waves crashing down on me
I'm watching you breathing in
(Hey!)
She is heartbreaking, holding my hands
Don't run away I won't follow you again
And I'm afraid we've been lost in the dark
You know exactly all the words that hurt the most
We're living in your fears, we're faking it
Show me your scars, it means much more to me
Wake me up from this dream
'Cause I can't feel any breath on my face
I'm so afraid of what's coming up next
Don't cover up your skin
I know you well
Your scars mean more than anything
I'm drowning in so deep
Waves crashing down on me
I'm watching you breathing in
I'm watching you breathing in
(Hey!)
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4. |
The Worst of You and Me
04:11
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Here we go, we're back, put the bass up
It's a pain that I can't stand anymore
I remember the fear but I want to live my life the way that I've chosen to
GET UP!
I think I was afraid then, but didn't want to face it
My brain isn't fucked up yet
I CAN'T even believe how long it fucking takes to shatter
It fucking takes to break
Oh god you made me feel so worthless
I've started to become heartless
We're both falling to the ground and there will be no escape
STAY AWAY
You're faking all these tears
DON'T FUCK WITH ME
You've started to bring out the worst in me
I don't want it and I don't need
This is the worst of you and me
Hold me tighter, I still breathe
No i can't believe everything you've done to me
Struggling with some fears and second thoughts
It reminds me how fuckin' hard it is to find some relief
I wish I had forgotten every piece of you every reason
But you're kind of a ghost crawling deep inside my soul
And it's a whole new night for you and I
But the same nightmare that goes around
And I'm going to break every chain that binds us
All the things that keeps us down
You're faking all these tears
DON'T FUCK WITH ME
You've started to bring out the worst in me
I don't want it and I don't need
This is the worst of you and me
Hold me tighter, I still breathe
No i can't believe everything you've done to me
Don't watch me you have done enough
Feel the shake in my own voice
So lonely... I know...
We are so lonely I know... We are...
You were looking for failures
You dug on the surface but you didn't go deeper
I remember the fears but your face is a ghost
Don't say anything if you're afraid of what it costs
Now i'm feeling is so tired
Have we gone too far?
Tell me there is something that will never return
Places become empty and so lonely again
Cause this is the worst of you and me
You better wake me up but you're afraid of what it costs
Tell me there is something that will never return
Places becomes empty and so lonely again
Don't say anything if you're afraid of what it costs
Cause this is the worst of you and me
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5. |
Blistering
04:22
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Will you show me the way, my heart is blistering
It's something that won't come easily
I've seen the rise and the fall
I see the lights buried deeper in my soul
I see your lies and you're
Faking your smile with everything that you've got
I'll be the one, be the one
Just let me in so I can fix what's broken
I see the cracks in your heart
You think you're better in the end but you're not
I've braved the worst
For what we used to be
A different person, the same skin
Your eyes don't shine the same
Will you show me the way, my heart is blistering
It's something that won't come easily
Are you standing for something, somewhere
I'm waiting here in the nothingness
I'm calling your name but no one's listening
You bring the suffering in me
I'll never forgive you if I cannot forgive me
I can't remember how it led us here
Don't get me wrong
I see your smile bringing the suffering
And what we used to be
And your eyes don't shine the same
Will you show me the way, my heart is blistering
It's something that won't come easily
Are you standing for something, somewhere
I'm waiting here in the nothingness
I'm calling your name but no one's listening
Tell me are you even listening?
Say what you said to me
Open your eyes you've never tried to see
Many reasons why I've never stopped the bleed
You won't get the message nor the lines between
Motherfucker
You won't get the message again
Say what you said to me
Open your eyes you've never tried to see
You won't get the message nor even the lines in between
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False Reality
03:34
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False Reality!
Don't be so blind, we are nothing at all
Everything is fake and I can't stand it anymore
It's been a torture, (ha!) being so wrong
Feeling like I'm no one, and everyone at once
Living life through the eyes of others
Being trapped when I lose my composure
Everybody pretend
Bury the truth so they can fake themselves
It's all fake and no one cares
All is fake and no one cares
If you show me a sign I'll never look away
We've lost the feeling, lost the meaning anyway
Throw me away into a different world
You've dug your grave into this false reality
Yeah, had to move
I said I was fine, I was lying to you
We knew for a fact it wasn't shatterproof
But we acted like no one knew
See the cries
See the rubble
I don't want to feel that forever
Everyday I fight against your rules
Everyday another lie about you
Everyday's another fake life
Everyday I fight against your rules
I don't want to feel that forever
Wake the fuck up it's now or never
It's all fake and no one cares
All is fake and no one cares
If you show me a sign I'll never look away
We've lost the feeling, lost the meaning anyway
Throw me away into a different world
You've dug your grave into this false reality
See the cries
See the rubble
See the lies
See me crumble
Everyday is like another mistake
I’ll never fade away
Your lies are for ever
Throw me in a different world
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Reckoning
03:58
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We missed the point
I would never understand who we are
Cut me out entirely
You don't need anyone else (you don't need anyone else)
It's a war not a reckoning
I ain't no fake, I know you well (I know you well)
But you're still a stranger when it comes to me
Lying under the sun crumbling every part of me (part of me)
This is not a game we used to play
(We're falling away)
I've been there once before, (now) it's falling away
This place is filled with lies, again
To the ground we throw, we throw it away (throw it away)
Everything that we used to be
All that we used to be
You can't see me clearly
I've been lurking here in the dark
I barely know myself anymore
Save me before I self destruct
You see me now
Get the fuck out I’m neurotic
You see me now
Losing my mind, losing my mind
This place is a lie
You cannot see through the dark, you ain't got eyes for me
This place is a lie
Who is the person that I used to be
I've been there once before, (now) it's falling away
This place is filled with lies, again
To the ground we throw, we throw it away (throw it away)
Everything that we used to be
All that we used to be
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Alive
04:42
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I don't know myself anyway
Dreams turning into nightmares
I know I'll never be the same
Oh, I leave the worst part of me
Oh, I'm trying hard, so hard to forget
Oh, I'm trying hard, but I'm lost in the way
Now that we are face to face
Tell me what's coming up next
We'll still fall apart again
This story is never ending
So just hold my hand never go away
Oh, I'm trying hard, but I'm lost in the way
I'm falling away, and I'm giving up on ourselves
I'm waiting for somebody else to tell
Me how love was back then
Oh, me how love was back then
Oh, me how love was back then
Now that I scream at your name
I can't find you anywhere
Oh, I'm trying hard, so hard to forget
Oh, I'm trying hard, but I'm lost in the way
I'm falling away, and I'm giving up on ourselves
I'm waiting for somebody else to tell
Me how love was back then
Oh, me how love was back then
Oh, me how love was back then
And I’m trying so hard waiting for somebody else
Tell me how, tell me what’s coming up next
I’m not the same
Do you ever find another one?
Do you ever feel alive?
Oh, alive
Oh, alive
I could fix you for tonight
Do you ever find another one?
Do you ever feel alive?
Oh, alive
Oh, alive
I could fix you for tonight
Do you ever find another one?
Do you ever feel alive?
Oh, alive
Oh, alive
I could fix you for tonight
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Dead Inside
03:33
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I remember being drowned into water
It's cold and it's warm my head is burning like fire
Fuck that
I cannot fight with a ghost
We slowly turned ourselves into what we hated the most
I keep my feet on the ground
I'm lost, but I'm trying to find my way to the crowd
Goddamn
Every person I know, faking everything
But you cannot hide emptiness within your smile
Facing reality, And never been so blind
And my worst enemy, can feel it down my spine
Cause you can be like all the others
And never look around the corner
Don't want be like them, but I can't save you all the time
Everything is getting colder
Feels like the whole world on my shoulders
Yeah, all that we see outside is just a sign
That we're all dead inside
Sinking deeper and deeper
I can feel the pressure
But I can't feel any fears, yeah
Feels like everyone is sleeping
Buried their feels because they're afraid of talking
Cause you can be like all the others
And never look around the corner
Don't want be like them but I can't save you all the time
Everything is getting colder
Feels like the whole world on my shoulders
Yeah, all that we see outside is just a sign
That we're all dead inside
I can feel it coming, crawling my spine
I can't fake it now I better be blind
They surround me and I have no place to hide
But in the end we're all dead inside
Cause you can be like all the others
And never look around the corner
Don't want be like them but I can't save you all the time
Everything is getting colder
Feels like the whole world on my shoulders
Yeah, all that we see outside is just a sign
That we're all dead inside
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10. |
Kurhah
01:51
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11. |
Disdain
04:56
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Where are we supposed to go?
In a place of lies haunted by your shadow?
Everyone's trying to get out somehow
Finding blindly their path until now
And I'm asking "why?"
My heart stopped beating somehow
As if the world is going blind, bringing us down
You cannot hide the truth I know you
Will you be somewhere I can find you
And I don't know what it'll takes to bring it back
Is this what I want, is it something I'll regret
Everyone I've loved caused every pain I've known
I'll do this on my own
Look at the mirror, tell me what you see
Trying to hold this pain
You've broken my heart and now you watch it bleed
Your lips curled in disdain
This is not a curse, will you wait alone in your bed?
When everything turns to dust
You're faking your sayings, I'm watching your failures
You're giving me nothing, you've buried your feels
It goes deeper and deeper
Into the darkness of your fucking world
And it's hard to tell
You're still breathing but it's like you're dead
Will you realize that you are the ghost you're afraid of
And it's hard to tell
You're still breathing but it's like you're dead
You cannot hide the truth I know you
Will you be somewhere I can find you
No I don't feel nothing
DON'T SCORN ME
Cause you're lying to me
DON'T SCORN ME
Now you're dead to me
I don't feel nothing cause you're fucking dead to me
Look at the mirror, tell me what you see
Trying to hold this pain
You've broken my heart and now you watch it bleed
Your lips curled in disdain
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