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COMA

by TheCityIsOurs

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1.
There’s a poison in my system It’s got me suffocating in your vicious fiction Perpetrator and not the victim So save your breath because I just can’t bear to listen Does it keep you up, keep you up at night? Does it keep you up, up? There’s a poison in my system And it seems threatened by some healthy competition Your green eyes are not a symptom Or a reason you’d end up in this condition Does it keep you up, keep you up at night? Does it keep you up, up? How, how can you sleep? (With these voices, with these voices) How, how can you keep? (Fighting in your head and reminding you what you’ve done) Does it keep you up, keep you up at night? Does it keep you up, up? There’s a poison in my system It’s got me suffocating in your vicious fiction Perpetrator and not the victim So save your breath because I just don’t understand Why everything didn’t work the way we planned And the memories we made were all for nothing There’s a poison in my system But I can see that deep inside it’s growing fearsome Deliberation of opinion Could prove to be the most significant decision Does it keep you up, keep you up at night? Does it keep you up, up? How, how can you sleep? (With these voices, with these voices) How, how can you keep? (Fighting in your head and reminding you what you’ve done) Does it keep you up, keep you up at night? Does it keep you up, keep you up at night? Does it keep you up, keep you up at night? Does it keep you up, up? There’s a poison in my system It’s got me suffocating in your vicious fiction Perpetrator and not the victim So save your breath because I just don’t understand That the memories were all for nothing How, how can you sleep? (With these voices, with these voices) How, how can you keep? (Fighting in your head and reminding you what you’ve done) Does it keep you up, keep you up at night? Does it keep you up, keep you up at night? Does it keep you up, keep you up at night? Does it keep you up, up?
2.
COMA 03:50
The same old things happen over and over I’m living life like I've been in a coma Is this fear? Why do I crave change? Does my body sleep whilst my mind’s awake? The same old things happen over and over I'm living life like I’ve been in a coma Confined by these chains My questions need answers Do you feel the same? You always shout without moving your mouth So together's not always better Drifting hopelessly Seeking clarity in our decay Am I better off without you? So wake me up And show me that I'm not As happy as it seemed I was As happy as I thought Am I enough? And is this really love? Is happy out of reach for me? Is happy what I'm not? So wake me up And show me everything A reason to stay and a reason to leave Things aren’t the same I know there’s silence in sound There’s no bad blood My past won’t hold me down Things aren’t the same I know there’s silence in sound There’s no bad blood so I need you to wake me up And show me that I'm not As happy as it seemed I was As happy as I thought Am I enough? And is this really love? Is happy out of reach for me? Is happy what I'm not? The issue that I have with dreams Is nothing’s as real as it seems And the plans we made will fall apart As quickly as they came to be As the light enters I’ll start to fade And you’ll burn just as brightly again Unopened my eyes will remain As I try to sleep through the pain So wake me up And show me that I'm not As happy as it seemed I was As happy as I thought Am I enough? And is this really love? Is happy out of reach for me? ‘Cos I'm not So wake me up The same old things happen over and over I’m living life like I’ve been in a coma
3.
Death of Me 03:28
What are these thoughts and feelings? They’re buried deep inside Afraid of who I am with you, but scared to move on with my life Existence is so fragile and I’m running out of time We’re not getting any younger and for that I’ll pay the price I’m on my knees say you want it, we fall so hard because we’ve come so far It’s killing me I’ll be honest, another day without you will be the death of me Will be the death of me Will be the death of me What are these thoughts and feelings? Were they with me all along? We used to be so beautiful, how did we get this so wrong? I’m on my knees say you want it, we fall so hard because we’ve come so far It’s killing me I’ll be honest, another day without you will be the death of me Will be the death of me Will be the death of me I’m just trying to move on And I’m just trying to be strong but now I see Another day without you will be the death of me Will be the death of me I’m on my knees say you want it, we fall so hard because we’ve come so far It’s killing me I’ll be honest, another day without you will be the death of me Will be the death of me I’m just trying to move on And I’m just trying to be strong but now I see Another day without you will be the death of me Will be the death of me Another day without you will be the death of me
4.
Violent 03:30
Violent You used your words to tarnish my name But do you truly believe we are the same? So use the knife that you put in my back To carve a path to find the courage you lack to speak up If you’ve got something to say then come and find me If you’ve got something to say you know where I’ll be ‘Cos I know everything that you said (All the rage I feel inside) And I hope you don’t mean a word of it (Is something I’ve tried to hide) I hope you can see you make me want to be violent So sit & run your mouth Without a fear or doubt That I know any of the things you chose to speak about But have you thought about How you will cope without When I decide it’s time to chew you up and spit you out Spit you out How will you deal with that? ‘Cos I know everything that you said (All the rage I feel inside) And I hope you don’t mean a word of it (Is something I’ve tried to hide) I hope you can see you make me want to be violent And I know everything that you said And it goes to show that everything that I did Was never enough for you (All the rage I feel inside) And I hope that everything that I did (Is something I’ve tried to hide) Trust in me faithfully, I will stay silent You can see you make me want to be violent
5.
I won’t wish you open wounds or broken bones At most, I hope you choke on the words I wrote Alone like a heart of stone from an empty home I don’t, wish you pain now that we’ve both grown I wish, I wish, I wish I could tell you I would, I would, I would just call a truce In the end I can’t pretend I can’t start over again I can’t start over again I can’t start over again Every time I turn around I feel I’m always looking over my shoulder I’ll be the soul you consumed; you’ll be the salt in my wounds Our scars still connect us I know, I know, I know they all say it Things come, things come and go, that’s how life is But in the end I can’t pretend I can’t start over again I can’t start over again I can’t start over again I can’t be all you need So forget or regret about me ‘Cos in the end I can’t pretend I can’t start over again And I need you to know That you’re everywhere I go ‘Cos the paths that we made Helped me break through the mould Now we’ll never be friends but we’re not enemies Just two strangers who share a distant memory I wish, I wish, I wish I could tell you I would, I would, I would just call a truce In the end I can’t pretend I can’t start over again I can’t start over again I can’t start over again I can’t be all you need So forget or regret about me In the end I can’t pretend I can’t start over again
6.
Dangerous 03:24
Live, from the edge of my seat Blood boils up, can you feel the heat? ‘Cos I haven’t seen your face in weeks But my ear’s always close to the ground Hide, from catastrophe Heart to heart with anxiety ‘Cos I’m the kind of guy that hears everything And I don’t approve of the sound Now, there’s nowhere left to turn (Keep running, keep running) Now, no bridges left to burn (Keep running, keep running) Now, there’s no words left to say (Keep running, keep running) I’m about ready to go to war So get out of my way I, I’m feeling dangerous Dangerous Ooh, feeling dangerous (So keep running, so keep running) I, I’m feeling dangerous Ooh, dangerous, ooh So get out of my Mind, the way you speak The words you say and the way you think I’ve tried to bite my tongue and now I’m on the brink Of turning the tables around It comes as no surprise because I’ve seen it all So brace yourself 'cos I’m gonna make you fall I love the way you hate me And the way that you berate me makes me Not myself, I need some help I tried to suppress but now I digress It’s burning up inside and now I, I’m feeling dangerous Dangerous Ooh, feeling dangerous (So keep running, so keep running) I, I’m feeling dangerous Ooh, dangerous, ooh I, I’m feeling dangerous Dangerous Now, there’s nowhere left to turn (Keep running, keep running) Now, no bridges left to burn (Keep running, keep running) Now, there’s no words left to say ‘Cos I’m about ready to go to war So get out of my way Live, from the edge of my seat Blood boils up, can you feel the heat? ‘Cos I haven’t seen your face in weeks But my ear’s always close to the ground I’m dangerous
7.
So Sad 04:00
Used to want the same things Used to speak our minds But out of the blue Changed your point of view Used to want the same things Used to speak our minds But out of the blue Changed your point of view Used to dare to dream big But now I’ve come to find You never come through It’s sad but it’s true So I’ll carry on without you And it’s so, so sad To think of all the little things that we could’ve had And it’s so, so bad ‘Cos we tried so hard but we don't feel the same right now Yeah we tried so hard but we don't feel the same right now Yeah we tried so hard but we don't feel the same right now I can’t face the future, Doing a nine to five and not the things that I like Pawn in a system when I could’ve been king, But through everything they couldn’t care if I lived or died The game is up The time is now I rode my luck Went all in but now It’s so, so sad To think of all the little things that we could’ve had And it’s so, so bad ‘Cos we tried so hard but we don't feel the same right now Yeah we tried so hard but we don't feel the same right now Yeah we tried so hard but we don't feel the same right now I wonder what you must be thinking of me It’s time that you thought it aloud With my head in the clouds and my heart on my sleeve I never wanted to come down Now everything that we ever went through It feels like it must’ve meant nothing to you Don’t pretend, all good comes to an end And it’s so, so sad To think of all the little things that we could’ve had And it’s so, so sad To think of all the little things that we could’ve had And it’s so, so bad ‘Cos we tried so hard but we don't feel the same right now Yeah we tried so hard but we don't feel the same right now Yeah we tried so hard but we don't feel the same right now I can’t help but feeling that this is the end I can’t help you see that you’re wrong I don’t want to leave it but I can’t pretend So let this go
8.
Body Count 03:18
If words are weapons you’re not picking up a body count If words are weapons you’re not picking up a body count If words are weapons you’re not picking up a body count If words are weapons you’re not picking up a body count I'm not afraid to step outside so if you’ve lost your knife you better check my spine It feels like the world’s on fire ‘Cos it’s only the liars Who always speak their minds I’m never gonna give up When you make me wanna give in I’ll put my pen to paper ‘Cos its second nature not to let you win When will you learn? Will you learn? When will you find the key? When will you learn? Will you learn? Your words are poison, so breathe in deep The trust died, had to cut ties ‘Cos I can’t stand more of your lies But you know that it can be rebuilt Though there’s no easy fix and there’s no magic pill It just takes so much time And I won’t give you, won’t give you any more of mine More of mine When will you learn? Will you learn? When will you find the key? When will you learn? Will you learn? Your words are poison, so breathe in deep Won’t let them see the hurt inside of me When will you learn? Will you learn? No words cut deep when you can’t speak If words are weapons you’re not picking up a body count If words are weapons you’re not picking up a body count If words are weapons you’re not picking up a body count If words are weapons you’re not picking up a body count You treat me like I’m just dispensable And that’s typical until you lose it all ‘Cos I’m the one that helped you out So keep my name out of your mouth When will you learn? Will you learn? When will you find the key? When will you learn? Will you learn? Your words are poison, so breathe in deep Won’t let them see, the hurt inside of me When will you learn? Will you learn? No words cut deep when you can’t speak
9.
Only Human 03:18
I spent my whole life taking you for granted (But now it seems I’ve got nothing left) ‘Cos now you’re gone It just feels like I'm stranded Now you’re not with me, I just need you to Hold on to me I used to crave my freedom But now a piece of me has gone The only thing I crave is you I’m only human What do you expect of me? Human That's all I’ll ever be I feel it in my bones I feel I’ve lost control And I'm about to come undone I’m only human And I can still hear every word That you spoke but they’re faded and blurred I can’t see things get any better than this At least the pain reminds me why you are missed I’m only human What do you expect of me? Human That's all I’ll ever be I feel it in my bones I feel I’ve lost control And I'm about to come undone I’m only human Give in to temptation Embrace your release I wish I could forget this But you bring out the worst in me You bring out the worst in me Why can’t you see I’m only human What do you expect of me? Human That's all I’ll ever be I feel it in my bones I feel I’ve lost control I feel it in the air I feel it everywhere I feel it in my bones I feel I’ve lost control And I'm about to come undone I’m only human Human And I’m about to come undone I’m only human
10.
Madre 02:17
Most days I swear I’m so emotional Trying to figure it out What you would think about I swore that one day I would make you proud Now I just sit around Consumed with doubt Madre don’t you worry Madre don’t you worry Madre don’t you worry One of these days I swear that I will be happy I let go of myself since you’ve been gone What would you think of the way I’ve carried on? ‘Cos I made plans to be a better man But now I hardly recognise this person I’ve become Madre don’t you worry Madre don’t you worry Madre don’t you worry One of these days I swear that I will be happy
11.
Barely Alive 03:59
I’m barely breathing, I’m almost gone I’ve faced my demons for far too long Now there’s no light behind these eyes It’s like I’m barely alive It’s like I’m barely alive Barely Alive It's like I'm lost and I can’t be found Like air is the ocean and I'm starting to drown I’d try anything just to heal these scars Will I ever be strong enough to conquer the dark? There’s no light behind these eyes It’s like I’m barely alive, barely alive Desperate just to survive It’s like I’m barely alive, barely alive I've lost the best of me Worry what's next for me Now the thoughts that I have just reflect in me Hanging desperately, but the other side's tempting My eyes open wide, now I can see Let the darkness inside and let it break me Let it break me There’s no light behind these eyes It’s like I’m barely alive, barely alive Desperate just to survive It’s like I’m barely alive, barely alive Barely alive, barely alive It's like I'm barely alive Barely alive The pain I’ve seen, through everything Like the lives that we've made they must come to an end Bridges burned and lessons learned I'll never make the same mistakes again Again There’s no light behind these eyes It’s like I’m barely alive, barely alive Desperate just to survive It’s like I’m barely alive, barely alive
12.
I can’t help the way that you feel My heart breaks for that idea We both know that open wounds heal But scars they never disappear 'Cos when you fail to see the signs And I’m left to hold the weight of both you and I You know that something’s got to give I can’t just sit back and watch you live your life like this If I could save you with my love (You know there’d be more than enough) But I can’t save you from this hell If I could save you with my love (You know there’d be more than enough) But I can’t save you from yourself Now the light that I left on To help guide you through these haunted corridors Has burnt down to the smallest spark You’re left alone to find your way in the dark And it’s killing me to know that there’s a chance When you walk out that door I won’t see you again I want you to know I did everything I can My heart and my soul can’t take another second If I could save you with my love (You know there’d be more than enough) But I can’t save you from this hell If I could save you with my love (You know there’d be more than enough) But I can’t save you from yourself If I could save you with my love (You know there’d be more than enough) But I can’t save you from this hell (Save you from this hell) If I could save you with my love (You know there’d be more than enough) But I can’t save you from yourself (Save you from yourself)

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released October 22, 2021

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