1. |
FADE TO BLACK
03:12
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Yeah sit back
we fade to black
Don't watch when the throne gets his king back
I send my mind right into a distract
(That's when the TV does what the TV should)
Call it a mismatch, cutback, who here's gonna payback?
If technology has won then im here for the rematch
We the people need to detach
Coming straight for the jugular
Who's gonna feedback
Who's gonna feedback
I can't do this on my own
Don't turn away
Just reach out
Just reach out for me
Living endlessly
Finding life hard to breathe
Just reach out Just reach out to me
Watch now while the world explodes
Stuck to the screen
Sit back watch the show
It's happening all around now
Wide your eyes think twice
Don't let them get inside now
Are we blindfolded? (No)
Eyes sewn shut
Gone
what's in their mind?
Are we in the afterglow or just living in this hell that we call home
I'm not ignorant
With no ignorance there's hope
But i'm hoping that time will show
That when ignorance was bliss we coped
We coped
Ah yeah we coped
But when we fade to black just watch as their systems blow
Burn
Burt it all down
We gotta take control
Light the match and watch it roll
Burn it down to the ground
I can't do this on my own
Don't turn away
Just reach out
Just reach out for me
Living endlessly
Finding life hard to breathe
Just reach out just reach out to me
Just reach out to me
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2. |
FIX THIS
02:27
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Eating you up
A curse is a curse, they’re not giving a fuck about cures
This is absurd, i'm mumbling words cause I cant believe what i've heard
I, forgot to mention its a death sentence
Can I comprehend this
It burns inside the mind like cyanide inside your veins it's your demise
If you don't make it right
Praying for a person's life
Can we roll the dice?
Its like chemical weaponry
Fuck what they said to me
You’ll never be dead to me
Burn this place down
See it collapse
Till you give me the remedy (Give me the remedy)
Feels like we're reaching a dead end
Because i'm caught in this death hex
I feel it in my skull
I see the world so dull
It cuts into my soul
(Can’t you tell me how to fucking fix this)
Can’t you tell me how to fix this?
How will I feel again?
How will I feel again?
I felt sicker with every day
Take the pain and hide it away
But it comes down like rain no matter the time of the day
I'm sick with dismissing it
I would much rather be feeling it
Trap me in a coffin and lock me away
Wish I could take this pain
I'm caught in this Death Hex (Death hex)
Trapped in this bind, it's not the end yet. (End yet)
I'm sick with dismissing it
I would much rather be feeling it
Trap me in a coffin and lock me away
Wish I could take this pain
Feels like we're reaching a dead end
Because i'm caught in this death hex
I feel it in my skull
I see the world so dull
It cuts into my soul
(Can’t you tell me how to fucking fix this)
Can’t you tell me how to fix this?
How will I feel again?
How will I feel again?
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3. |
SUFFER
02:50
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Better keep my distance
They call me dangerous cause i'm not listening
Expect the worst i'm still resisting
Down on my knees
Gripped down by my feet
Im D-A-N-G dangerous
There not saviours
Show no capability
Lying through their teeth
Cause where there's power they will leech
They only see what they wanna see
Always choosing what to believe
Let's find another way
I won't suffer I wont suffer
I won't self destruct
I won't suffer I wont suffer
Cause i'm rising up
Not a slave to these dark days
You know division can pave the way
They can't prove it see, they got news to release
Social media screaming “fuck the police!”
Yeah I said it, don't regret it
Every days another day to sit back and neglect it
Suffocated in a world full of hatred
Plan unfurls so close you can taste it
Can we break these binds
To keep us alive
Another day another weapon
We’re not criminal
This life is corrupt there, fucking it up there
there just to the blind the eye, design the mind so its
Ready to attack
Ready to cut corners
Ready to fallback
Why can't we all congregate
We accept the fate because we make mistakes
I won't suffer
They only see what they wanna see
Always choosing what to believe
Let's find another way
I won't suffer I wont suffer
I won't self destruct
I won't suffer I wont suffer
Cause i'm rising up
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4. |
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I've got some omens in my head that I just can’t reset
Sick of feeling like I’m just the rest so I
Open up my opiates
There's pill packets to cope with this
Talking to myself I’m a psychiatrist
Thinking I’m at one with hell
Living life up in my cell
It’s not good for my well being
I’m all seeing
Eatin’ up conspiracy
Best believe there’s nothing wrong with me
Best believe there’s nothing wrong with me (x4)
They say mind over matter
But is it true
I keep talking to myself just to get through
Intoxicated can't breathe
Cause i'm feeling this torment
Being strangled in my sleep
Bound from the neck down while I break down
Thinking of something to say now
But my lips are sealed shut in the devil's playground
Never been
Told to believe i'm controlled
Just for living life like im 20 years old
The drugs are just my medicine
What seemed like a cure let the devil in
Like Kurt Cobain I blow my brain
And tasted the heroin
It’s taking control
I need the drugs so I can get through stuff
I’m off the bottle so don’t try to act tough
Fake friends that wanna dap me up
The universe just wanna fuck me ughhh
Seeing visions trying to come to grips
All the dirt I did, all the pain I felt got a nigga on some other shit
Feel my pressure and another clip
Understand that im loco
Cuttin throats in photo
Blood spill for the promo, oh no awkward like a dodo
I am a disease
Watching me bleed
down on my knees
Now I can see
Everything
Psychotic tendencies
Unnatural remedies
But the most savage and most solid ho look into me
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5. |
I GET HIGH
03:37
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Feel no pain, each day becomes the same
The world looks grey from up high
Overdosed on emotion, not coping
Felt like I was floatin’ on a cloud of toxic
Watchin’ the clock tick by yeah
I lay awake at night, yeah
My life slippin by, yeah
This mask’s a disguise
With vicious thoughts and
Cynical torture on my mind
I’m choking from the smoke
Drowning from the liquor
Surrounded by these silent killers
The spirits in my psyche
They don’t know the real me
I wanna let em go
But I wanna let the voices ring
I’ve been searching for something more
Can anybody hear me
I get high
Just to feel alive (feel alive)
I’d give anything to feel something (anything to feel)
So I get high
But I don't feel alive (feel alive)
I just wanna feel
I’d give anything to feel something
I’m Hollow, void of substance
Yet that’s what I rely on
Living day to day the voice in me pours poison in my veins and I can’t believe this is real
This aint me, I grew up with hope thinking life was like what I saw on tv
What happened to the good days. Did you forget about me?
Blank face, dead eyed
I’ve been searching for something more
Can anybody hear me?
I get high
Just to feel alive (feel alive)
I’d give anything to feel something (anything to feel)
So I get high
But I don't feel alive (feel alive)
I just wanna feel
I’d give anything to feel something
I don’t feel alive, I don’t feel alive, i’d give anything to feel something
I just wanna feel
The lucid void, so isolated by the mess i’ve made
Release me, don’t just leave me here to burn.
Don’t just leave me here to burn
I get high
Just to feel alive (feel alive)
I’d give anything to feel something (anything to feel)
So I get high
But I don't feel alive (feel alive)
I just wanna feel
I’d give anything to feel something
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6. |
GASLIGHT
03:24
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There must be something wrong with my brain
To maintain the feeling like a villain
slowly killing the membrane
Cause i'm, sick with shame
Waking up knife to my throat like i'm to blame
Hacked into my devices
She’s a virus in my mainframe
Its manic, her thoughts sporadic
Done damage
she decides when I feel pain
be it mentally physically
Brought to my knees
I'm a slave to this rage
Why can't I run away?
When the love you gave was killing me
So violent and vicious
6 Stitches to fix it
I'm damaged and bruised
Pierced my skin like a tattoo
There's no escaping this room
The labyrinth has consumed
When I say that I'm through she hits the roof and hits me too
Tells the world that i'm the bad guy for tryna survive
She got a mind like jekyll and hyde
Inside there's a sickness, its twisted, she's burrowing like leeches
But I can't go the distance
Why can't I run away
When the love you gave was killing me
Now I yearn
My heart bleeds
But the love you gave was killing me
She’s breaking down my teeth
Restricting my speech
She stopped me seeing those close to me
Light the gas up till I give up
Let's get down to Brass tacks
This is paranoia en masse
One day I got up and said I dont give a fuck anymore
Empty threats from dusk till dawn
Well what are you waiting for?
What do you take me for?
Bitch, i'm over you and I'm breaking down this wall.
Why can't I runaway
When the love you gave was killing me
Now I yearn
My heart bleeds
But the love you gave was killing me
I found peace in the peace in the pain of the remedy
Three Years
Seemed like a prison but it set me free
You fucking bitch
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7. |
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Made in such a violent vision
Just to die that's the world we live in
I'm losing my faith
I'm losing my faith (My faith is the problem)
Made in such a violent vision
Just to die that's the world we live in
Blood red innocence wiped clean from your conscience
My faith is the problem
I won't suffer in silence
Im at war with these tyrants
My god has shown himself to condone violence
I stare at my bloodline
I gotta
Wannabe apostasy
Hearts bleeding
Full of demons
Fuck the righteous ones
Imma tear out lungs
Can this revelation collapse now?
I'm a judas at the masses
I wish I could go backwards
Made in such a violent vision
Just to die that's the world we live in
I'm losing my faith
I'm losing my faith (My faith is the problem)
Made in such a violent vision
Just to die that's the world we live in
Blood red innocence wiped clean from your conscience
My faith is the problem
Sold my soul so you can't have it
Fourth horseman in the gospel
Apocalypse
I wash away the sins of heaven
I am godless now
I will not bow and just rot
Nothing to confess
When are you godless?
Set fire to the convent
There's a pain in my head and its constant
Death caught a grip
Judged for our sins, told to fear whats within
When faith is the problem
So sick of letting go of my soul, letting go of control
I hope you know my faith has broken
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8. |
CUT THE ROPE
02:52
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I'm just a slave to ambition
Dreaming I can break free of systematic tradition
Every day it's rise & grind, 9 to 5, I'm dead inside
Just to wake up again tomorrow, yeah I’m terrified
Is this it? Is this all that they allow?
Still here shouting out my name to one day make it out
Locked inside of this so called dead end town
We ain't the same, I won’t go until they know my name
They drag me down
When you’re giving up hope cut the rope cut the rope
Constricted by design
I’m going out of my mind
My hearts still beating
Placing all my faith on myself
Can I break and breathe again
I will not wait for a bitter end
Even at an all time low
I just can’t fucking let go
Try to reach for connection
Feel the rage
Just wanna turn the page
I go through blood, sweat and tears just for minimum wage
It’s like fuel for my nightmares when I see the con
Watch the hourglass pour until my life’s gone
Tie the noose around my neck
Feel like they’re cheating the game
Stealing my wage, yeah, digging my grave, yeah
Little that’s keeping me sane
Ever-y-day
Just one fuckin paycheck away
Oh I’m going mad
Been numbing this pain, man
You don’t want to see the scars I been hiding you wouldn’t understand
They drag me down
When you’re giving up hope cut the rope cut the rope
Constricted by design
I’m going out of my mind
My hearts still beating
Placing all my faith on myself
Can I break and breathe again
I will not wait for a bitter end
Climb down from your pedestal
This feels like death from a thousand cuts
I cut the rope
Cut the rope
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9. |
MDM
03:08
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We’re left here to rot in the filth of what our leaders create
built on foundations of empty lies that manifest hate
Thy will be done
When we’re left alone with no one, take a look at your life and see it’s all been and gone
This life means nothing
If you don’t open your mind then you’ll always be blind to me
There must be something
But all that I see is pain and suffering
I can see but I don’t believe
Listening to the lies you weave
This world is wasting away
Born to live in a modern day misery
Losing the faith in the ones that we follow
All we know are the lies we’ve been told
We've been wasting and wasting away
But I won’t play your games
I wont play your fucking games
Give it up
Fuck shit up until it ends someday
I've got a feeling you don't like it when I say his name in vain
Fuck it, ill say what I wanna say
Enslaved by this modern day misery
Corrupted leaders
False preachers
Both dealing lies, fuck chosing sides
Forcing pain on the meek from monuments filled with death and deceit, uh
Here is the church, here is the steeple
Open the door, deceitful
They say green pastures ahead
The shepherd’s name is on the masthead
I can see but I don’t believe
Listening to the lies you weave
This world is wasting away
Born to live in a modern day misery
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10. |
BLOOM SEASON
04:10
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I swear everybody wants to put J in a bodybag
Blood spilling from the knife in my back
Everybody want me to suffer (hah)
Flashback to slack friends tryna get me pop another
God knows I couldn’t sacrifice
Was on top of the world
Up high on top of the world
They call it paradise
I wasn't wise
To these serpents lies
Blinded by the lights
Looking straight into the devil's eyes
But the seasons over and i'm out the other side
Through the rabbit hole
I've been through it all
Let them know, let them know
I am invincible
Bloom season
I was told by a maniac
“Grab your shovel, dig your grave, you're better off dead”
Paranoia, isolation never came to anything
I should have lived my life
I guess we’re all just a little messed up
Shit happens but you can't give up
What matters the most
The seasons over and i'm out the other side
Through the rabbit hole
I've been through it all
Let them know, Let them know
I am invincible
Faced my demons
Built my home
Erased my past
This time it will last
I’ve been told ‘you’ll never change’
Fuck you I believe in me
Fuck you
Got all these fake friends deceiving
Won't leave me be to just be me
The ceilings shattered, i broke out, im fucking leaving
Yeah listen when i say i stepped up
Dont give a fuck
Roll the dice and roll it twice
Through the rabbit hole
I've been through it all
Let them know, Let them know
I am invincible
Bloom Season
Fuck you i beleive in me
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